I'm sorry
Sorry for the smiles
With lies behind them
Sorry for the hugs
With clod hands
Sorry for the kiss
That left you dry
But most of all
I'm sorry that
You had to meet me
Lots of words have been used
To describe me
Wierd
Mean
Scary
Creepy
Apathetic
All negative
A positvie remark,
A lost hope
There's a word, lost
Lost I wonder
Seeking shelter
But it's hard to stay sheltered
When everyone and everything
I love
Kiss
Hug
Touch
Pet
Brush
Look at
Or even think about
Dies
It's hard not to wonder about
Knowing that my smile
Saddens
My touch
Numbs
My presence
Threatens
So lost I remain
Wondering about
Tu
I have a little brother
I'm tasked to protect him
But I have a problem
You see
My little brother
Has fallen in love
And its turned him dumb
He puts her
In front of me
He puts love
In front of loyality
So I had to do something
So I took him and tied him to a tree
Then I took his "love"
And made her plead his name
And made him plead her name
I then plunged a knive through her heart
And drooped a gun with a single shot at little brother's feet
I untied him and left him with a choice
"I've left you with a single shot, she will die slowly and painfully
If you don't use that single shot "
"If you can't kill her then use it on y
Love
Is a feeling that can't be described
But only felt by one in love
Love
they say is a rare thing
I must've gotten lucky
It was nice at first
A person to talk to
A shoulder to lean my head
A hug when I couldn't
A kiss when I was wanting
But nothing lasts forever
Love
They say you aren't in it unless there's pain
I was in too deep
I turned my back only to find that I stabbed myself in the chest
To turn myself around
I found myself crawling back for more
To hurt you was to hurt myself
Love
Is when their life is above yours
Her's wasn't
However deep I was in
She was deeper
With her pleasure came pain
Wtih my pain came
Run run run
From
Me me me
But ill always be wacthing you
None can run from time espacilly you
No matter where you go ill find you
Run run run
From
Me me me
I'm your past
Everyones past cacthes up sometime
Run from me
Run
Run in fear
Run run run
Thats all you'll ever do
Run pig run
Run run run
From
Me me me
"Let me in"
"It won't hurt"
"Open your arms wide and let me in"
Were the sinful words that left my mouth and wrapped around your head
Suffocating you and numbing your senses
I enter through your mouth
Sliver down your thoart
And occupy your
Sight
Hearing
Touch
Mind
And most importantly
Your heart
O your heart
The most innocent i've ever seen
Huge
Red
And flowing with life
I had to have it
I reached to grasp it, but you asked why
I said
"I love you"
I lied
But you would never know that
You allowed me to keep it as my own
I had you
Like a bicth on a leash
One day your heart leaked and I drank the life within
With
I'm the that watched you
I'm the one you watched
I'm the one you wanted
I'm the one you loved
I'm the one you wanted to keep
I'm the one you hate
Your the one that loved
I'm the one that shrugged
Your the one that wept
I'm the one that smurked
You cut
I rejoiced
I lived
You died
You changed for better
I left for better
I'm the one you see in the mirror
I'll be the last one you see
Smiles and all
Drowling
Waiting to dye that bleached skin red
I'll prop your head so you can watch
I'll even let you count with me
Fingers first
Toes second
Tounge third
Ears fourth
Eyes fifth
Wrists sixth
All this cause I'm the bicth?
Hand raised, sitting quietly
She waits to be called on
Arm aching she swicthes
Left, right
Right, left
She calms herself and tries to be patient
In this process her brain starts to play a memory
It was a night like all nights
Except she felt invisible
Invisible to the point where if she got struck by a car no one would see her, and if They did they wouldn't care
She walked to her favorite cafe and ordered a hot chocolate, an old comfort
She blinks and a guy across from her table is suddenly there
He's all smiles
Not my type, she thinks
Smiles walks over and pulls out a chair at her table
They sit akwardly, staring at each other
Towering above all normal men
He felt equal with those in bondage
Having lived through similar conditions he understands their struggle
He sees himself in their chains, their torn clothes, their symbols of bondage
And it scares him
Scares him, because he cannot believe that he as a man could take another of his Kind, rip Him from his home, chain him to the others ripped from their homes, put Them to work Because he cant do it himself, and profit from the condemns Actions and then thanks him With a scar
A scar, a scar so deep it will never heal, a scar that symbolizes shame, a scar that Represents the tear through his family and wi
Waking up early, before the OCD stricken bird gets the paranoid to the point of being depressed worm, only looking forward to going back to bed
The alarm greets you with a smiley face and a silly buzzing noise
Stumbling around blindly because your body isnt rested properly
You stub your silly willy toe spouting funny words all the meanwhile giggling in pain
Walk through the doors and shed your funny individual clothes
The colorful barcode being stamped on your forehead
your vibrant crisp new uniform is next, making you look wonderfully like everyone else
Walk into your classroom and witness the bright color changing helmets that
Rolling, bouncing, never stopping
With no concern for its environment
Ungrateful for the start it has been given
Until the force that started it, stops it
Perfectly human, except with no crooked edges
Rolling, bouncing, never stopping
Terra picks up her ball and starts to play soccer
Is she blind
Is she dull
Will she continue to deny
Unravel the bandages your wounds were never there
Do you know the two...
Who you have chosen to alienate
And if you do are they really there
Through your eyes,the world grand and trouble free
A world so grand, it has left you blind
Blind, blinded from the truth
Blind, blinded so you cannot see the two in front of thee
If you can't acknowledge us then we might as well be dust
But without us your just a memory, with no one to remeber you
After all is said and done
Your a forgotten memory
We never walked this realm
And in your own little way
Every one will cease to exist
Dreams are funny things
Whether its's pink belts, new shirts, smiling faces, or origami frogs
As happy as they seem, one went wrong
But it seemed quite strong
We will see how long it takes for the four prongs to come along
All she can do is prolong her last breath
It's time to purify, till she runs dry
Knees blown out
Arms limp on the floor
Chest imploded
Eyes gouged
Blood too impure even to cure the debt you owe
May you drown in your own sin
O may the four of kin
Repay the sin
Towering above all normal men
He felt equal with those in bondage
Having lived through similar conditions he understands their struggle
He sees himself in their chains, their torn clothes, their symbols of bondage
And it scares him
Scares him, because he cannot believe that he as a man could take another of his Kind, rip Him from his home, chain him to the others ripped from their homes, put Them to work Because he cant do it himself, and profit from the condemns Actions and then thanks him With a scar
A scar, a scar so deep it will never heal, a scar that symbolizes shame, a scar that Represents the tear through his family and wi
Hand raised, sitting quietly
She waits to be called on
Arm aching she swicthes
Left, right
Right, left
She calms herself and tries to be patient
In this process her brain starts to play a memory
It was a night like all nights
Except she felt invisible
Invisible to the point where if she got struck by a car no one would see her, and if They did they wouldn't care
She walked to her favorite cafe and ordered a hot chocolate, an old comfort
She blinks and a guy across from her table is suddenly there
He's all smiles
Not my type, she thinks
Smiles walks over and pulls out a chair at her table
They sit akwardly, staring at each other
I'm the that watched you
I'm the one you watched
I'm the one you wanted
I'm the one you loved
I'm the one you wanted to keep
I'm the one you hate
Your the one that loved
I'm the one that shrugged
Your the one that wept
I'm the one that smurked
You cut
I rejoiced
I lived
You died
You changed for better
I left for better
I'm the one you see in the mirror
I'll be the last one you see
Smiles and all
Drowling
Waiting to dye that bleached skin red
I'll prop your head so you can watch
I'll even let you count with me
Fingers first
Toes second
Tounge third
Ears fourth
Eyes fifth
Wrists sixth
All this cause I'm the bicth?
Current Residence: My head Favourite genre of music: Alt. metal Favourite photographer: The one with the camera Operating System: Windows MP3 player of choice: iPod Skin of choice: No skin at all Favourite cartoon character: Alucard Personal Quote: "if you find me crazy then you've missed the point"